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    Wednesday, May 28, 2008


    Today is our Splitstep tennis tournament and Graduation .. its really cool .. we were not suppose to hit some icing in our face but .. yup .. you've guessed it .. we did it .. the first one who hit me is jet .. i think .. then Coach then Aidan .. they hit me with the most cake and it was so sticky as in .. stickier than before .. but it was cool .. tnx ..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Monday, May 26, 2008


    today is the day that is desame like the days before .. duh !
    its not really that special but its Jet's Birthday and we ate Jollibee Burger and he cried because maybe he was suprised .. haha !!
    Today i am listening to American idol songs in imeem
    nah .. thats out of the topic.. i am happy today as usual..i am always happy but sometimes its fake but today is not fake ..
    because of tennis my life change .. char !!!
    ok .. that was odd .. haha !! but i am out of the topic/subject.. yah .. old time .. old time.. its great ..
    ok its enough .. done writing for today .. oh ! i mean typing .. not writing ..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Sunday, May 25, 2008


    i am a KraZiii girl but i understand why .. its because i am not like any kind of girl .. char ! KraZiii that is cool.. i'll strike a pose..okeii !! i just want to try doing this..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;




    "a rose by any other name still smell as sweet"


    sounds familiar?

    its from the famous Shakespeare movie or novel Romeo an Juliet .. cool isn't it .. i love quotes that are hard to understand because you have to think and sometimes thinking is hard..and i will be crazy if i don't understand..i am really in love in quotes that are hard to understand..its cool you know..oh ! i'm repeating it again..ooh man !

    speaking of Romeo and Juliet, i have read the book and its not so cool .. its just a one thumbs up 'cause its so romantic and i really and {[honestly]} don't understand what they are saying .. but its cool .. 'cause the book is like a script thingy thats why i don't understand what really happen..but my favorite Writer is Shakespeare..ok .. ?!

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Friday, May 23, 2008


    haii !! i don't have any title for today because there are no expectations for today .. except for i'm being scolded because they thought i'm not being serious even though i'm already serious but its ok .. i need to learn .. thats why i'm in a bad mood in tennis .. but even though my tennis mates doesn't know about it they still make me laugh .. but the miracle part is Shiela is not so noisy and not mean .. but maybe she has a reason .. 'cause everything has a reason ..

    well, i have many dreams because i think i'm happy with it .. like being a cardiologist, Karatista, Tennis player, Musician, Journalist, Mathematician .. maybe thats all .. haha ! what a weird ambition, thats why i'm always thinking what will be my course..oh ! i forgot ! i want to be a chef because it is cool .. i want to got to paris to learn how to cook .. its cool you know being a chef in a very antique or unique place ..

    one of my favorite places is Paris 'cause its just i love their language and how they speak english .. it just so cool ..
    oh how i
    my ambitions
    !!!!!!

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    after Tennis i was with my friends, Kakai and Cookie going to Lauremar and it was so fun..We swam in the swimming pool but before that we went to Cookie's house because she will do something..Her dogs are so cute..Kaicho {[i don't know the spelling]} and Yam-yam..i don't have to tell thier breed because i'm so tired..i sm tired but enjoying..

    Today i saw Kakai's house in the outside and .. can i rest now .. 'cause i'm so tired .. ok ?

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Wednesday, May 21, 2008


    hi ! today is american idol but not the finally..what i think , David Archuileta will win .. because he has many fans and he has a nice voice for a seventeen years old but David Cook is good to but they are different .. today's competition is hard because its like a tie .. its so cool .. its the first time like that .. i never knew that they are cool..well, the reason i came here 'cause i am in my Lola's house because of the american Idol and our cable was lost..my mom really like to watch American Idol 'cause today's American Idol is Phenomenon .. uhmmmm .. oh yeah ! tomorrow is .. hmmm ? we are going to Minliagas where Chloe lives {[you know Chloe my cousin etc..etc..]}..its Fiesta in thier town so i can't write on you .. we are leaving after our tennis 'cause i can't stand missing my tennis lessons even if its 2 hours 'cause it is so important .. yeah its cool i am so inlove with tennis and i know you know that.. oh ! its American Idol already ..!! bye !!

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    its not chi-chi who died ! its chang-chang ! i really felt bad and i really did not believe that its her .. she was still a baby and she was so playful but now she is dead .. gone forever .. the only memory of her is her grave .. i am so tired of this .. the only feeling i can express is sadness and anger {[not really]} ..

    enough with the sadness time for the happiness part ..


    my father came back and some relatives and i was so happy to be back in tennis ! but the only thing not nice is i did not hang out with Coach's family but its still ok 'cause i ate with my family including David .. its nice but its just so random .. Coach said that, my moves are great because of my new racket .. but i think that's a compliment .. wahaha !! well that's enough blogger for one day .. bye !

    Sincerely yours,
    Eara,

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Sunday, May 18, 2008


    even if your vocabularies are great, it can't explain your emotions..no matter how deep your words are you can't explain it 'cause some emotions are stronger than words..it can't be explained..just like me..i want to write you about my newly charming dead dog..but, i thought of it .. and i suppose i you have noticed that i'm writing it right now cuz i really want to explain how i feel but i know words can't explain pain..and i know you know that 'cuz i really feel pain..its like..what if your dog died..its really painful and i can't live with that..its so .. never mind there is no use of writing this..i thought that if i'll write it to you, the pain will vanish in my body but it got worste..i never knew that her life will be so short..3-5 years is not the right time to make our dog die..sometimes i wish that she will be alive and i will do everything just to make her live but past is past .. no matter what i do she will never go back to me..she will never be alive..all i want is to her bark once more and say all the things i want to say to her..but we can never..why are my emotions mix up?? tomorrow will be a happy day but today is a sad day..i don't believe this.. i hate this !!!

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    being a journalist is a hard work 'cause you have to think of words like some vocabularies.. its kind of .. like now .. i'm finding words that are hard to understand and hard to pronounce.. haha ! oh mah gash ! my dad is coming tomorrow .. i am so excited..can it get any funner ??
    yah .. its my life .. haha ! got to go .. my back is aching ..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Friday, May 16, 2008


    my day yesterday was a little fun because i sat down on a tree and my siblings were pushing the tree and i was flying..i know its kiddy but its really fun..and what did we do again ?? oh yeah ! i studied ! {[what a miracle]}! its kind of fun because i really learned some stuff that is impossible or illegal to do..like the one about a cloned sheep..it has lived for 6 years and its name is dolly..it has arthritis and some other sickness that can cause death..what a poor sheep..i almost cried..haha ! i even learned that some scientist expirimented a mouse i don't know what they did but thier work became "a mouse with a human ear on his back that is cool .. but after that i watched Little Women and my favorite is jo because she's a journalist and has a good attitude .. haha !

    well .. besides that, my father and relatives are coming and tennis is already coming..this monday,,haha !!

    next week will be the best week ever .. and i know that because i know it..i can feel the vibe..haha !!!


    wubwolwayx,
    eLLa

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Thursday, May 15, 2008


    never the better

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Wednesday, May 14, 2008


    oh yeah i survived ! just kidding ! i did not have piano today because my mom was worried about me and i'm so worried about myself too .. you know i'm afraid of croosing the streets .. wait ! you know that already..how extraodinary..haha! i am so happy that i did not go..maybe if i did go..maybe its the end of me and the end of my life..wait! thats desame..haha ! how potential..{[even though i don't know what it means]}..i am so crazy because..hmmmm..i don't know what i have done crazy today..kind of wierd isn't it..?? ..i like to be called wierd because they say its unique and i like to be unique..but maybe there are many meanings of wierd.. haha ! but some meanings of it are hidden..char !

    hmmm .. as i suspect this day as terrifying but enjoying day..dunno why ..haha ! this day is nice but i'm tired of it..doing the same thing .. well got to go

    XOXO

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    haii ! i know you are wondering why i'm using green today, its because pink is so last week, so i want to try something new..yeepie! this is nice.. oh you know why my title at this blog is "oh mah gash!"? its because i'm going to ride motor by myself later going to St. Mary's.. you know i'm scared to ride motor and cross the streat by my own .. so i need to pray..and i hope i'll live..and if i lived it means i'm going to write on you later..i think i'm shivering..well maybe this song can cheer me up..i think..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    in my shoutout in friendster i have put "every road has a path that leads to somewhere but is there a road that leads to nowhere ?" think about it ..if you are lost and you don't know where to go then follow the road becauseit will end to somewhere .. see what i mean ? its just .. i know some roads leads to an ocean but still it leads to somewhere .. what if there is one road that leads to nowhere ?? what would it be like ? it will be so cool .. but i wonder how ? i wonder where and i wonder what would it be ? that is so cool !!

    MY WISH !
    what i really wish for is be like Leslie Burke in bridge to terabithia and have a cool kindom like hers.. i don't know why but i really like to have a cool kindom.. one time i tried to be like her but fear came over me.. i could not defeat this fear.. and then i tried to back off.. my wish never came true .. but i thought of it..that fear is just a thought and i can have the power of confidence..but its kind of freaky.. freaky but cool

    XOXO

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Tuesday, May 13, 2008


    my piano lessons is over 2 more sessions and then done ..unless if i'll join in schooldays .. maybe i'll join but i will have tutor .. but i'll not remind my mom .. she forgot .. fuhahahaha !! seriously, i am not reminding her .. because i will not be free anymore .. you know high .. its tough already and i can't handle that anymore .. goodbye sweet grade school life ! goodbye ! oh well .. maybe high school will change my life .. being a teenager bugz me .. you have to have some rules .. like to look nice .. walk properly .. don't play in the play ground .. be calm .. i'm so tired about that .. well .. this is al i can say ..

    XOXO

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Monday, May 12, 2008


    our third batch tennis is over .. next week will be the 4th batch and there will be so many students who will be joining back .. but .. honestly i really liked the 3rd batch better because its peaceful and fun .. i never wished that this could be over .. oh well , i'm back ,.

    our house is so improve .. love the new cr and i hoped my room will be painted ..and i'm going to sleep alone !! but its kind of fun being with my siblings but they are so annoying .. but i'm used to it .. i hoped that my journey will never end .. i know now that my one true being is in tennis .. and my another one true being is in Lumbia .. being so close to adventure means alot to me .. and i really love it ..

    my father is coming either this tuesday or monday .. i'm so excited .. can't wait .. i really love him to see me play tennis .. but i hope to that he will not cheer unlike somebody's family there .. shouts for her baby .. haha ! that is so embarrasing .. haha ! this summer is so fun .. hmm .. summer is fun but i mss being in school . being in school is different i just can't explain .. haha !

    XOXO

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Saturday, May 10, 2008


    a while ago .. we were having a party in our tennis .. because today is the last day of our tennis .. we had some cake fight, my face is full of cake and hmmmm the lechon manok was so yummy .. its kind of a foody day .. and i'm so happy about it ..

    the bad news is .. i did not win my one on one .. its such a bummer .. but its fine atleast she is happy and i am happy for her ..

    you know she was the one who has many cake on her face .. haha .. i'm tired to mention her name .. i never knew that tennis can make us black .. now thats cool .. you know .. as in .. i can never be so .. so .. give me a hint please .. oh i know .. interested in stuff .. haha !! uhmmm .. i'm sorry i did not write to you properly yesterday it was because i'm playing chess ... thats crazy .. you know .. haha .. uhmmmm .. got to go ..


    üüü

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    today i am playing chess in ym .. with cookie .. haha ! i'm still waiting for her move .. she is still doing something ..

    tomorrow , i will have a one on one in tennis tomorrow .. my enemy will be innah .. wahhahahaa !! i'm scared ! this is a once in a life time job .. just kidding .. i'm so tired .. but .. nothing .. tomorrow is our party .. there will be icing in our faces tomorrow .. fuhahahaha !! it will be so sticky .. owh i know .. haha !!


    BLuFf BLUFf

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Thursday, May 8, 2008


    two days more and its the ending of our training in tennis .. and we will have singles in tennis this Sunday .. i really hope my partner is shiela or innah because they are still beginners just like me .. i am not so excited about that .. haha !! I'm tired already but i'm enjoying ...

    hey you know what .. just nothing .. i'm quite bored .. i feel like i don't want to take a bath .. some mosquitoes are biting me .. its so annoying .. my feet are so poor now because it hurts and its scratchy .. i don't know what i'm feeling right now .. its kind of wierd ..

    you know what .. thats why i put BLaFf BLaFf after every blog {[not really every blog]}, its because that will be your future name .. you got that ?
    haha !! i know what i feel right now .. i feel crazy {[well , i'm always crazy]}.. thats how people right now are acting .. sometimes .. its not really obvious .. its like i'm under a spell .. haha !! just joking !! haha !! i know its corny but i think its really corny too .. i'm a corny person .. but i'm use to it ..

    BLaFf BLaFf,

    eLLski

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    good night !! I'm going to sleep i=on my cuddliest best .. not really cuddliest .. hmmmm .. i wish i can have a nice dream since i have a NOT SO NICE DAY .. haha !!

    i am not going to sleep directly but i am going to .. {[yah you're right]} drink milk .. thats part of my daily routine .. and after that .. tooth brush .. then after than .. {[so on and so fourth]} .. yadayadayada !! haha ..


    gud nyt !!
    BLaFf BLaFf

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    its so unfair !! i can't go and hang out with coach unless my dad is here !! so unfair !! but i can change that .. by telling my mom or beg .. haha !! but still its so unfair .. i feel like i want to cry .. it hurts .. i don't want to be a baby anymore (but i'm still a baby from the inside as in i'm the baby of my parents forever) !! i'm turning 13 and i'm in high school .. i will not be in danger .. i wish she will know how i feel .. but sometimes i have to becareful what i wish for .. but i wish i can hang out with them everytime .. not really everytime .. wait i'll practice how i'll ask .. i want to cry !!!! T.T

    it is so unfair !! i know i've been repeating this but it is so unfair .. i am even smashing the keyboard while i'm typing this .. but i still love my family more than you'll ever know or my love for my parents is more than the stars and my love for my family is just how many the stars are .. just kidding !! i love them with all my heart .. char !! but i need to be free too .. i want to cry .. i think i'm starting to cry .. i just want to hang out with my friends .. but i still love my family .. i just opened my life right now but i'm still so depressed .. just joking !!

    i don't want to go back from the dark and depressing side .. i want to go the happy side .. of course i had some happy times when i was trap in the dark side .. but i'm so happy today that i can't be depressed right now .. i know life is suppose to be unfair and people should live with it but i want it different .. i never knew that my life can be like this .. full of happiness .. but .. i wish i'm like buddha .. he is always happy .. a smile is a way to end up difficult sittuations even if its a fake one .. thats what i should learn .. and i thnik this is too many ,, so bye !

    BLuff BLuff

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Wednesday, May 7, 2008


    uhmmmm .. kanang .. yay !! i can borrow the dVd's of coah .. haha !! :D !! uhmmm .. we are going swimming this saturday with my batch !! ys !! and i am so excited about everything .. i wish i can go to coaches house .. but i'm scared to ask ..its not dangerous there .. i'm turning high school and my mom thinks i'm still a baby .. but i understand .. she really loves me .. but i'm turning highschool .. my mom even goes to her friends house when she was young .. uhmmm .. i am so bored today .. i can't do anything .. except .. chat and fs .. thats why i'm writing you .. cuz i'm bored .. i

    i wish i know what i'm doing right now .. if i know what i'm doing right now .. maybe i can write you as many as possible .. just kidding .. oh well .. got to go..



    t.c.c.i.c

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Tuesday, May 6, 2008


    so nice

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    hihi

    uhmmmm .. i'm sorry about my last post .. if its wrong grammar .. i'm just so happy !! so .. sorry about that



    BLAff BLAff

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    i don't to leave tennis and i am so happy .. i just opened my life since i started tennis .. soo .. this is my life .. even though i suck tennis .. i discovered that tennis is my real sport .. i am so happy there .. its like i never knew that my life could change this way .. sometimes its tiring but its kind of enjoying .. soo .. i hope this is clear .. some thinks its boring because they are judging a book by its cover .. its really fun .. nobody knows how fun it is ..

    so hapi !

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    hmmmmm .. nah part is .. i can't have karate .. but the yeah part is i can go to the parlor .. i know thats over but maybe i can color my hair .. hmmmm .. its really a bummer to be black .. but i'm not that black .. am i ?? toady is a great day ..

    what would be a nice color to my hair ?? green ? pink ? blue ? brown ?

    hmmmm .. maybe i'll worry that later .. our missery is not your problem so be it .. hala char !! haha !! samuka wui . !! haha !!

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;

    Monday, May 5, 2008


    whooh ! our training is not so tiring! but when we played King of the court i got tired .. I saw Mark today .. you know .. Mark Gatinao .. my classmate .. he is just the same .. Coach is so mean .. he put alcohol on my foot on purpose .. haha ! its just so fun .. hmmmm .. thats all i can say for now .. hmmm .. i got to go piano and karate .. i'm just so tired ..

    d0n't judge a b0ok by its c0ver ;



    hmmmmm .. today .. mmy day looks pretty gud or not just pretty gud its verry gud cuz i hanged out with my buddies in tennis .. thier names are Coach, Ate Ozie, Aidan, Kakay, Cookie and me. it really was fun .. u know wat .. i'm thier new adopted .. cookie was thier first adopted .. haha ! Coach even bought us food to eat and a drink to srink .. cookie even bought me and kakay some ice cream except for Aidan bcuz .. i don't know .. but .. poor Aidan because he only ate some .. i don't know wat it is called but i think it taste not so good .. suwi about that .. hihi ! i wish that i can go to thier house because i feel like they are part of my family now .. but i still love my family .. but they are like my second family .. joke .. they are my friends but they are just close to me .. closer than my best friends.. except for Aidan ofcourse .. we only talk for a little while .. haha !! we always turn around in Limketkai to Robinsons .. Haha !! it was so fun .. this is the most funnest hang out i have ever been !! i'm telling yah .. hihi !!! thats all i can say for my blogger thingy .. hahaha ! tc

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